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On Leave

i'm on MC today. for the first time this year. must i be proud of it? i don't know.
well, it wasn't planned actually. i was at the bustop when i thought of it.
i left home at 0815. was waiting for either 185 or 243. then i was like, damn i'm gonna be late again. so i decided to go to the polyclinic to get an MC. at the same time, 243 came. i was already late to take MRT, so whatever. then 185 came. i can't run for it, so again whatever.
crossed the road and waited for 99. slept and missed the stop. took another bus. only one bustop. lucky i had concession(: then, in the clinic, alot of people were sick. oh my.
some were even wearing masks. (infer: flu, sorethroat, fever) waited for god knows how long.
and that's just to register. waiting for the doctor is another chore.
when it was finally my turn, i told the doctor i had stomachache and that it happens everything. she told me that it was nothing. and that i just have to eat fruits and vegetables. she sounded as if i was making all that up. yes, i need an MC desperately but i didn't make up any stories to get it ok. i do experience stomachaches every morning. and it simply irritates me because whenever that happens, i'll be late for school. and if there is any relieve, i wouldn't mind. i would sit on the toilet bowl for 15minutes and still, nothing comes out. but when you want to get up, the pain comes again and makes you sit again. but still, nothing comes out. urgh.
and now i feel sick. as in flu. my throat doesn't feel good. my nose keep running. and my temperature rises from 36.7 to 37.0 to 37.3. (last taken: 2020)
god, please don't let me be sick. i can't be sick. i want to watch Paduka perform. i can't be sick.

this is driving me crazy. i think of it every now and then. i just want my phone to ring everyday and your photo pops out. that will seriously make my day(:

i still regret

it ended: 2034.
16 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Happy Regrets

hari ini aku happy tapi aku pun sedih jugak. korang nak tau kenapa? jom dengar cerita aku.
haha. tadi lepas maths class yang aku tak jadi nak cabot tu, aku check phone aku. ade satu miss call. aku kngat aifa, sekali bukan. kal rupenye. aku punya terperanjat berok, aku saja yang tahu. so aku call la balik.
L: eh you call?
K: ah.
L: asal?
K: oh nak tanya kat mana sebab tadi kt NP.
L: oh. ok. beh sekarang?
K: dah dalam bas nak balik.
L: alah ok la bye.
K: bye.
lepas tu aku sms dia.
L: eh you nak jumpe i pe?
K: ya. dah kat NP. ingat nak jumpe jap ke ape ke(:
kalau aku tau, aku cabot ah tadi. ish duduk dalam kelas pun tak produktif langsung.
(sila rujuk post yang sebelumnya untuk maklumat lanjut)
so sekarang aku happy campur menyesal. tapi apa kan daya takde rezeki nak jumpe. haha.
i'm too happy to translate. make do with what you have(:

just now Achik called me at home. "eh aku nak bilang kau something. kene guess."
L: err..pasal Mamu.
A: ah kenape?
L: err.. tak tau la.
A: guess la.
L: *ilham dah datang* Mamu dapat selected!
A: haha yes! dengan other family members pun. tapi Babuji kene fight with another guy for the last position.
congratulations to Mamu, Along & Uncle Apek. you go, boys! we'll support y'all aite. must make us proud! Babuji GO GO GO!
biar belajar jadi orang jangan jadi jembalang. jangan asyik membangkang.~

saya rindu awak la(:

it ended: 0105.
16 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Boredom

am in Maths lecture now. i didn't bring bring any notes today. i was too obsessed with remembering to bring laptop for GPO that i forgot about GPO tutorial and Maths notes.
without notes, i can't understand anything. despite having MeL, i can't even do self test cause i didn't pay attention to whatever he explained since the start.so i just slacked with my laptop.
facebooked, bloghopped, did lots of quizzes on fb, rocklegends-ing and Letting Go.
i hate small lectures. they just know who's here and who's not. damn it. Jingyan, Jamie & I wanted to skip class but decided not to. but we wanted to leave as soon as we signed our attendance and then changed our minds again since we've settled down with our laptops.
he's looking at me but i just don't care. he told us to lower our screen, i did then i raised it again.

missed Live Gig just now. i chose class over that since i've missed a couple of GPO lectures already. so i don't think i can afford to miss tutorial. i caught a glimpse of an unknown band playing. not Switched Out/TSTV.
i missed Switched Out! ): ): ): haha dah step #1 fan la pulak. azzrul, you should be honoured(:
yesterday, i said that i'll see you tomorrow. i'm sorry i lied. i just can't.

okay that's all folks. thanks to Jingyan, i'm craving for Subway cookie too. HAHA~

why didn't you respond?

it ended: 1635.
15 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Paluan Workshop

hey babes. i reached home as early as yesterday just now.
had Paluan Workshop(: with Mami and Achik. kekek la siol.
i hate my day just now. it was an unusual tuesday jam packed with lessons.
as you all already know, my tuesdays usually end at 11am and i'll be free after.
but today was exceptional due to the compulsory CBIO make up tutorial from 2 to 4pm.
and the first HS Delegates meeting at 6pm. but it's okay.
even so, i get to spend time and hang out with Mami & Achik. we wanted to lepak but ended up waiting for Achik to finish her assignment then watched Paduka training.
before that, we went for dinner. Li joined us. Achik blurted out my secret and now Li knows.
bagus la amalkan selalu ye Achik. checkcheck besok satu MCC tahu. part tu aku tau sape nk carik. time tu kau jangan nak sorok belakang Mamu eh. anak manje tak manje aku bedal jugak.

Paduka having their selection for competition just now. Mamu and Along is in the list! this means they have to shine in order to get selected to represent Paduka. go family members!
Uncle Apek is in too. Babuji, buck up man! we're rooting for you. btw comp is this sunday!
i can't wait to go. can see Afiq B, the one from Anugerah. haha. but whatever.

i missed Anugerah just now. ): but Chirul & Wawan got in! YAY!~
Chirul is so not Chico. korang mate strabismus pe sia. until now, some still don't know.

i saw you just now. but i didn't dare to look at you in the eye. my heart said: see you later. but you weren't there. i shall see you tomorrow, god willing(:

b, i tau asal you sakit. you rindu i kan. ok lol.
btw arini gaji keluar kan? bile icecream nak masuk? HAHA!

live gig or class, you choose

it ended: 0125.
15 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

That Saturday Night

i forgot to add:
1. i reached home at 11+ just now
2. Uncle Apek trapped me and now knows about my biggest crush (sings CrushCrushCrush)
3. i can't watch Switched Out on wed cause i found out that their slot is at 2pm. i have class at 1-3pm. am thinking of taking MC but troublesome la.
4. fell in love with the Let You Go song by SO. will you sing it for me?
5. the world is contracting by the minute. almost everyone knows one another.
6. will be going to school alone tomorrow cause zul decided to skip class.
7. i can't collect my PW cert due to tomorrow's sudden pack schedule. i hope they won't call me.

ok enough of that. shall talk about what happened on saturday.
basically, i couldn't wake up. i kept waking up and sleeping again from 9am to 11+am.
i was supposed to meet Nadrah, Wanting & Kuntong kia at bugis at 1230pm.
but being the typical Latifah, i went out at 1230. met them close to 2. sorry guys.
discussed and sidetracked and laughed and cycle repeats.
at 4pm, we made a move from Mcd. Wanting & I rushed off. she meeting her friend at DG. i'm off to sembawang to meet cousins to visit Abg Azim. Kuntong & Nadrah lingered around.

and so, met Nurul, Fir & ScandaliciousBaby and off to Abg Azim's crib.
he's getting better. Alhamdulillah. he can't laugh so he has to control himself. i miss his high pitched laughter. imagine that at FarEast. omg paisey.
he was still working at LJS that time and i was with atin. then he laughed so loudly, almost everyone looked at him. and he didn't care about that.
and so we catched up on a few things. his siblings were out. so it was him and his mum.
next outing: NDP okay guys? :D

around 7pm, we left for Marsiling. nice tops on sale but no mummy=no money.
mummy was too lazy to come. wahlau eh. but still, i bought a shoe. like MaryJanes.
you must be saying: no money still can buy shoe. it's ONE freaking DOLLAR la sey.
serious shit tak bedek. shall wear it later to school. haha.

dinner of Seafood Fried Rice was okay. it's more like Frozen Veges + Fishcake&Mini Crabmeat.
nurul/wak lah treated us. thanks!

then we went home. separated from Iman & Apit at the bustop. then separated from Nurul, Fir, Faiz, Wak Lah & Nyai at the interchange. took MRT home since daddy didn't fetch me.
was still frightened by the incident on the bus. went home alone safely. i wish i have a boyfriend to send me home whenever i want him to.

shall tell y'all the story of the drunkard in 903 next time. maybe tomorrow?

i would love to be in your armsn now, b

it ended: 0340.
14 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Mami Tanjung Family

i don't know if i want to sleep tonight. i just have to finish CQ.
but i'm not doing it. i FBed, bloghopped, MOL-ed my time away.
now finally blogging. shall blog about just now first.

okay so Adiratna training was cancelled. due to unknown reasons. still we had our lepak session at the clubhouse, Aifa, Hanis & I. met Aifa at Makan Place for early dinner. off to clubhouse.
waited for Hanis, dinner at Pines. she fed us HorFun. Milo Dinosaur! thanks babe. i owe you $1.
while eating, we suddenly had this idea of starting a family. no, i don't mean giving birth.
we formed our own family called the Mami Tanjung Family consisting of:
Hanis - Maminis
Azan - Mamuzan
Iskee - Alongisk
Ifa - Angahlatt
Aifa - Achikfaa

then lepaked at clubhouse wait for Paduka to end training. wait for Mamu & Along to surprise them with our idea. kekek siol. then we added new family members:
Nigel - Uncle Apek (neighbour)
Isa - Babuji (Mami's brother)
aku tahan kencing dari sekolah sampai boonlay checkcheck toilet dah tutup ccb.
ternampak klon taufik(: tapi dah tak cute macam dulu. hatiku tetap padamu, A.

bus ride home was fun with Uncle Apek and Mami. when they alighted, it was boring cause Mamu always manjekan Achik. binget sey. anak tengah selalu kene tolak tepi. benci ah.

oh ya, discussed alot about the upcoming party. i'm like super duper excited cause Aifa put me in charge but i'm scared i can't go. cause you know my dad. one day he's ok with anything, then suddenly he's super strict. i really pray hard that i can go. gonna be fun in the moonlight yeah.

ok so i think that's all for today. next will be about saturday(:
oh ya clubhouse shifting this wednesday. to where? i don't know. no more sleep before training ):

how do i tell you that i love you

it ended: 0257.
14 July 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa