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alamak.

i very bored sia.

damn la.

long time nvr online.

so nvr update.

not that i hv any readers.

do i?

but tis ting is so miserable.

TUES

went to nisa's hse.

camp debrief.

waited for masarah at bb.

bought sarah's gift.

sory lmbt eh.

haha.

took taxi.

picked them up.

in the hope of reaching wdlnds fast.

damn it didnt come true.

accident terok babe kt highway.

duno wat highway la.

at bp thr.

macet panjang loh.

taxi tanak kalah.

mercedes.

amek kau.

ka-ching ka-ching gone.

omg!

reach thr.

fashionably 1h late.

LOL.

got on with the debrief.

then makan.

sedap banget!

then watched Rush Hour 3.

then planned to go Sembawang Park.

tk jadi.

then we, as in.

LATT

MAS

ARIF

NISA

ARIFF

HALIM

SYAFIQ

go cwp.

yakun kaya.

sedap jugak.

we played mind games.

i got it after a few tries.

cool huh.

for a blur like me.

it's an achievement.

but now i forget alr.

haha.

then we go time zone.

HALIM left.

then they wanted to go Sembawang Canal.

ARIFF left.

i go home la.

with 2 freaks.

haha.

The End.

WED

went swimming.

THUR

meeting with mr ngeow.

damn boring.

then go home.

then go bras basah.

then go bugis.

SWENSONS.

yumyum.

HSM!

haha.

the mudpie mak oi.

menggoda iman.

haha.

then jln2.

my bro bought topman tees.

one each.

kecik2 dh pakai topman.

aku setakat OSH KOSH B'GOSH je.

hahaha.

nvm.

can share.

haha.

i no sisters.

share with brothers la.

& mummy.

i missed Don't Forget The Lyrics Singapore!

ABG TAUFIK!

nvm.

im cool.

The End.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa.

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Summary

woah.

it's been a loooooooooooooong wkend.

haha.

let's see.

THURS

EQ & Relationship Training.

i told you abt it.

yeah i knw.

damn funny mann.

haha.

then go cwp.

actualy wanted to nisa's hse.

bt teman-ed izan carik box.

bt to no avail.

sory dude.

then he teman-ed me eat.

or rather i blanja-ed him la.

haha.

then mummy came to spy.

haha.

no danger there.

then went on with life with mummy & aunts.

wat else can we do.

eat again.

see, how fat i can be.

well, im not fat.

then i became chaperone to 4 guys aged 8-15.

how cool is that.

we watched BEVERLY HILLS CHIHUAHUA.

coooooool-ness.

i tink it's the end.

cos the rest are boring.

went home.

blablabla.

FRIDAY

did some INTEGREAT stuffs.

then off to vivo.

the aunts day out again.

this time, my eldest cousin tagged along.

well, she's like a mum alr.

but she's still cool.

alisha is damn cute la.

she's grown.

omg.

i must be old.

"LATT, STOP BEING A WOMAN!"

i got a nail buffed.

haha.

pathetic.

then we headed to orchard.

my aunts are cool.

well, only 1 la.

haha.

then eat.

i was too full for fried mars bars.

damn.

nvm next time.

then, 7-ed to clem.

& 185-ed home.

SAT

CAMP INTEGREAT DAY!

i was late.

oh nvm that.

i got lost.

in upper serangoon road!

WTH!

damn i almost pee-ed in my jeans.

luckily i didnt.

tis is wat happens.

1. when u're late.

2. thr's more than 1 exit in the NEL station.

let's talk abt the camp.

i love my grp.

Samuel

Emma

Husna

Hikmah

Hana

Azim

Sock Teng

some of them are special. (infer)

i won't talk abt the details.

but just a note.

there were Ms.

omg.

luckily no partners.

if not, i faint.

haha.

lucky not my grp.

my grp was a kiddy grp.

aged 6-12.

back to business.

u knw i love most abt the camp.

TALENTIME.

haha.

i love my grp.

thks guys.

well, we danced to A Night To Remember.

it wasnt my idea, surprisingly.

even though it's HSM.

we cut the song & choreographed.

well, izan did the dance steps.

i cut the songs.

he told me too.

wat cld i do.

he's the boss.

at least my boss.

haha.

& he was my dance partner.

due to last min.

we decided we gona do the finale.

only the 2 of us in the middle.

it was damn fun mann.

it was reli a night to rmb.

& guess wat.

WATER CLAN WON!

haha.

cooooooooooool-ness.

i love my dance partner.

haha.

well, the rest of the night was depressing.

cos we tried to cracked a mind game.

i tot i knew.

but then i didnt.

& the ans was the dumbest.

how cld i be so stupid.

i tink tts y im u-knw-wat.

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

haha.

then tried to sleep at 2am.

i was still tinking of the dance.

& i kept smiling in my sleep.

damn im crazy.

i woke up 618am.

i was like DAMN.

i was supposed to wake up at 630am.

y cnt u let me sleep for another 12 more mins.

urgh.

nvm.

SUN

outdoor cooking.

my maggi didnt cook.

luckily i ate husna's leftover.

at least i wont starve till lunch.

then got ready for DFTL.

omg.

it was a disaster.

oh nvm.

im just sory.

then comes the bestest part.

WATER CLAN won the grand prize!

woohoo!

i tot we wldnt make it.

look at our clan man.

small kids.

wat can u expect.

well, besides Emma.

she's exceptional.

haha.

thks guys.

for putting ur best for this camp.

im proud of them.

Husna: i knw ur young & dowana do alot of tings. but u made me smile as if i hv a sis. (:

Hikmah: u're very diff frm ur sis. u can dance. way to go, girl.

Hana: even though u were reluctant at 1st but u did it at last. thks so much.

Emma: enen though u're a bit irritating but we love for who u are. u were the star of INTEGREAT.

Samuel: u're special in ur own ways. we love u.

Azim: i knw u. but u showed u more than my knowledge abt u.

SockTeng: even though u were not comfortable, u were willing to participate. u made our plans go smoothly.

Zaf: u showed me ur true colours man. i didnt expect u to act like that. like woah. u love samuel, don't u?

Nalini: when ur partner buey u, u knw who to find. haha.

Izan: way to go, dance partner. i love u man. without u, we wldnt hv made it.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

Labels: 20-23 Nov 2008

Listen here.

excuse me sir.
do i need to lay it down one by one?
can't you read between the lines?
omg.
how long have you known me?
don't you know how sarcastic i can be?
& you don't even acknowledge the sarcasm.
it's meant to test you.
but you didn't even respond.
don't act cool pls.
i need to know how you feel.
allow me to, pls.
it's the only way for this to work out.
well, i'm not gona wait for long.
once i'm done, i'm done.
& i won't regret it.

renung-renungkan lah ye. (:

Labels: like hello.

I Still Do. (:

i tink im gona talk to myself frm nw on.
crazy but true.
yeah.

u knw.
im actualy feeling good talking to him nw.
but he's not mine.
not anymre.

i can say wateva i like.
without hving to tink.
whether he can take it.
but thr's just a limit.
i cnt say some restricted words.
like the majestic three words.
i just cnt say i love u no mre.

well, i wana be loved.
& i dun feel loved.
mayb it's our diff values.
or mayb he doesnt even hv one.
im sory. (:
well, i wana work it out.
but let's wait for the right time.
as long as he doesnt get a replacement.
at least not now.
let's hope so.
omg.
im like nonsense.

btw u knw smthg.
i saw DAVID.
yeah.
the Canadian guy.
haha.
but DARREL cuter la.
haha.
i tink i've got a ting or two.
for Chinese-looking Malay guys.
haha.
well, he's dark.
quite tall.
not handsome but.
quite cute.
LOL.
oh forget it.

im like drifting.
nvm.
it's better this way.

one mre ting.
i duno if u feel the same.
but i just hv to say tis.
i love u.
i still do.
till the heavens burst.
sounds familiar? (:
damn.
i just love u.
for no reason.
& all i ask is just.
dun love me the way i love u
love me according to ur own definition of love.
i dun need no gifts.
but of cos i wana b pampered.
once in a while.
i just need to hear those
three amazing words
when u say it evryday.
with passion & love.
not only lust.
i'll nvr get bored.
even if u repeat it evry moment.
we'll work it out tgtr aite.

till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Labels: thanks leroy. (:

Aifa's 17

lets start blogging for real.
haha.
k tdy was my beloved AIFA's 17th.
like finally.
haha.

hapy bday aite babe.
me mucho loves you.

so we went to celebrate her bday.
at pasir ris park.
like woah.
haha.
with her clsmates.
we bonded quite well la.
skandal tagged along too.
play games like crazy sia.
macam budak2.
this is wat happens when u mix with ECH ppl.
haha.
then sabo time!
AIFA & syaq kena.
we made cakes out of them.
we had fun man.

btw hapy belated to syaq.
go MAN U!
haha.

then we wanted to bowling.
but decided not to.
instead we went mac.
got M&Ms.
woah many sia.
since i need a break.
i cuci mate la.
ape lagy kan.
haha.
damn cold sia the place.
i was literally shivering in my longsleeved blouse.
luckily got jacket. (:

then wat?
go home la.
long train rides are the best only when you have someone with you.
unlike me, it was boring.
nvm.
at least i enjoyed the day.

till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Labels: hapy bday babe

Confessions

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last

I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

No no
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I would never let you go

Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Labels: i still do. what about you?