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Tried to write a letter; In Love
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

The End Of 2008

today marks the end of 2008.

here are my resolutions for 2009.

1. full solat routine. if miss, must qada'.

2. study most of the time. at least B for all subj.

3. clear all my tattoos. esp face.

4. be nice to loved ones. listen to them. cos they love me.

5. find a bf. one that finds my bill. forget the past.

6. save money. spend within my means.

7. be less violent. control anger. be a girl.

i guess that's all.

7's the no.

i'll be back next yr.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

Labels: 2008 ended

my confession

so now you know.

don't worry.

i don't stalk.

i just observe.

it ends here.

if you want it to.

waahahahahahahahahahahaha

lots of love

iifaa

Labels: it's hard

How Deep Is Your Love?

I know your eyes in the morning sun

I feel you touch me in the pouring rain

And the moment that you wander far from me

I wanna feel you in my arms again

And you come to me on a summer breeze

Keep me warm in your love and then softly leave

And it's me you need to show

How deep is your love

I really need to learn

Cause we're living in a world of fools

Breaking us down

When they all should let us be

We belong to you and me

I believe in you

You know the door to my very soul

You're the light in my deepest darkest hour

You're my saviour when I fall

And you may not think I care for you

When you know down inside

That I really do

And it's me you need to show

how deep is my love?

for whom?

even i don't know.

help me, will u?

anyone pls.

oh nvm.

i finally realised.

i can't hold on.

to that dream.

no more.

i'm sorry.

but Dearest Crush.

i've to forget u.

but if an opportunity comes along.

i'll say maybe.

my love is that deep.

but u deserve someone better.

not me.

na-uh.

i shall find my prince charming.

no more shrek.

2009.

here i come.

with a whole new.

everything.

Latifah Mohamad Ibrahim.

is changing for the better.

i love myself.

more than i love u.

fat hope.

naa-nana-naa-naa.

haha.

i love u ppl too.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

Labels: love

Movie Day Out

tdy was movie day.

we watched yesman.

i babysat 4 guys.

ADIB (14)

SYAMIL (13)

ARSYAD (11)

HILMAN (9)

way old babies.

haha.

we played arcade.

it's been a loooooooooong time.

since i stepped into one.

i knw i kental.

no need to say ok.

daddy was very determined.

to win the stitch plush.

but i stopped him.

from spending too much.

it doesn't worth that much.

according to moi.

so we went to fill.

fill what?

our growling stomachs.

well, mine wasn't growling.

but it just needed refills.

ok enough.

jurong point is still hawt.

it's my new bf.

but i still want human bf.

any takers?

application forms are ready.

call me for appointment.

ok i sound waaaay desperate.

i'm not that desperate.

i still can live.

& i still _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

initiative ppl.

fill it up.

be creative.

say yes to everything.

don't waste your chances.

peluang hanya datang sekali sahaja.

opportunity comes only once in a lifetime.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

Labels: yesman

Monday No Blues

ytd.

i wanted to blog.

abt ytd.

but then.

i got so engrossed.

with a blog.

i chanced upon.

in aifa's elljay.

coolstuffs!

ok back to the story.

ytd i went to town.

i had to run an errant.

for beloved daddy.

but sadly.

no one was free.

so my brothers tagged.

cool sey bawak adik.

haha.

we went to shaw centre.

did the errant.

then ate at kfc upstairs.

then walked arnd isetan.

it's been a while since.

the mean supervisor still works there.

i dare not enter the shoe section.

haha.

then off we went to city hall.

ventured raffles city.

met syak nah darling.

she was working.

at robinsons.

way to go babe!

haha.

saw this cute mamat promoter.

from RP.

according to syak.

then had fried mars bars.

yummayy.

waited for the parents.

then off to marina square.

mummy bought 2 tops.

from ZARA.

i almost bought a cardigan.

but i put it down the last min.

was it the right thing to do?

TELL ME PPL!

omg.

it was on sale.

$29.90.

it's ZARA.

oh nvm.

there's always another sale.

then we ate.

very full.

502-ed home.

nice way to spend monday.

very rare indeed.

well, let's put it all behind.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

Labels: mamat robinsons

kendarat

sunday, the 28th.

was abg idris's wedding.

he's from atok's side of the family.

the wealthy part.

haha.

mummy, hilman & i.

went with nyai & yai.

cos daddy & syamil went in the morning.

to help with anyting.

so off we went.

when we reached.

we saw adib.

holding bunga manggar.

he was forced to do it.

by beloved atok.

haha.

then we sat down to eat.

the bride & groom enter.

ok la.

handsome groom.

but got belly.

haha.

normal bride.

not that wow.

haha.

then we sat at the corner.

relax la wat else.

then more guests came.

there werent any empty tables.

so i decided to clear the dirty dishes.

sumpah aku tak pernah buat ni bende sume.

aku kendarat setakat kasi berkat siol.

tapi tkde pinggan jatuh ah.

sume perfect.

haha.

i shall not ungkit the incident here.

ask me personally ya.

then we went home la.

i slept in the mrt.

burok siol.

haha.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

Labels: kendarat

Christmas Party

thks for staying tuned.

haha.

macam paham.

after i got home.

after my date with izan.

we went to mamidah's cribx.

christmas party!

we had turkey.

and beef, i think.

abg hafiz cooked duck portugese devil's curry.

nk senang cakap.

itik masak kari devil la.

nak step portugese.

haha.

nvm.

i can cook for my kekasih awal dan akhir.

beloved cristiano ronaldo.

mepek sak iifaa.

the only thing that was missing.

was champagne.

the halal one of course.

but it was nice.

btw abg hafiz damn hot la.

but he's attached.

he cut his hair short.

last time.

when he was still studying in australia.

he kept his hair long.

it was afro.

like marcell.

hot gyler.

haha.

well, he's my 2nd cuz.

& he's a great cook.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

Labels: christmas

when izan comes to jurong

the day was sat, the 27th.

i woke up late.

i bathed late.

mak came.

with adib & arsyad.

btw mak is my aunt.

daddy's lil sis.

mummy is ibu.

well, i used to call mak, mummy.

but nvm.

haha.

i told mak to come faster.

cos it's rare that im home when she visits.

haha.

but then i received missed calls & msg.

izan & mas called.

izan texted.

"nk gi jp? im goin out nw."

cos ytd i ajak him.

then mak merajuk with me.

cos she come, i go out.

well, it's uncommon that a pasir ris-ian comes to jp.

HAHA.

so as a good jurongwest-ian.

i brought him on a tour.

chey!

haha.

so i quickly dressed up.

& went to meet him.

but i was late.

well, the bus was.

haha.

then finally, i arrived.

so we just walk2.

he dowan icecream.

tolak rezeki ye bang.

haha.

then we toured the whole place.

& we ventured fairprice xtra.

cool place.

extravagantly enormous.

haha.

he wanted the chicken.

i dowan to buy.

cos he won't eat alone.

he going sarah's cribx.

then i bought him cadbury macadamia.

haha.

then we went home.

cos mil's father & mak's brother.

say i come home now.

(inside joke)

haha.

then off he went to sarah's.

i hope he has a good time.

cos u knw i knw la kn.

haha.

eh if u got gf.

dun forget me ah.

hahaha.

i'll be willing to be ur date for prom.

haha.

just crash the party y'all.

ok aku mepek.

well, i forgot to take pix agn.

haha.

but nvm.

i grabbed one from my collection.

i purposely post an unglam pic of us.

haha.

ni kenangan beb.

herdanisa said we looked like siblings.

-________-

& to those curious.

yes we went out.

just the both of us.

but it wasnt a date.

or was it?

haha.

jurong point is hawt.

anyone needs a tour.

call me.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

Labels: jp rawks

AFF

latest news ppl.

AFF Suzuki Cup Final 1st leg.

thai vs viet.

1 - 2

how disappointing.

come on thailand.

i can't let vietnam win.

where will u hide ur faces?

s'pore is alr very much ashamed.

so don't add to the embarassment.

pleeeeeeeeeeeeease.

score at least 2 goals in the 2nd leg.

& don't let vietnam score any.

please la.

defend ur title.

it will be shocking news.

if vietnam wins.

they are trying to clinch the top spot.

they've kicked s'pore's butt.

now, they wana kick yours, thailand.

don't u get it?

pls don't underestimate them.

they're no longer as weak as before.

do ur best in the next match ok.

don't take it for granted ok.

s'pore did & they got what they deserved.

so don't repeat our mistake.

don't lose this opportunity to win.

cos vietnam is giving their all for the title.

go THAILAND!

make the thais proud.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

Labels: results

Fig & Olive

oh ya i forgot abt tis.

after we left sembawang park.

daddy brought us to jp.

actually he didn't bring us there.

he just walked towards the entrance.

& we just followed him.

syamil & i thought he's gona go eat.

then we thought again.

skali nk gy koiming.

true enough, he entered koiming.

known as crystals&beads ( i think ) at jp.

he walked round & round.

initially i followed him.

but in the end, i gave up.

i stood at the side.

hahaha.

then he couldn't find what he wanted.

then he asked.

" nk makan tak? "

haha like duhh.

we entered fig & olive.

senyum kambing je masuk.

tk tunggu waiter.

haha.

then we ordered.

mak datuk mahal jugak sey.

mcm SWENSENS.

i got it right this time, aifa.

haha.

i ordered the cheapest thing.

beef bolognaise spaghetti.

im not a fan of spaghetti.

but i knw my bros will order fish & chips.

so i decided on smthg diff.

nice u knw.

for someone who doesnt eat spaghetti.

to eat it at a restaurant.

haha.

i wana go thr again.

who wana blanja me?

haha.

much as i expected.

syamil ordered fish & chips.

hilman ordered fish melted cheese.

it's dory with a piece of cheese melted on it.

haha.

ayah shared with hilman.

but ayah doesn't eat cheese.

haha.

at last, all of them didn't finish.

& cos i didn't wana waste food.

i decided to finish them.

although i'm super full.

very expensive leh.

so altogether i ate.

1 plate of beef bolognaise spaghetti.

1/2 the fish from syamil's fish& chips.

1 fish from hilman's fish melted cheese.

mahu gemuk aku dibuatnye.

i begged daddy & syamil to eat 1 piece of fish.

i assured daddy that there wasn't any cheese.

there really wasn't.

at last, i managed to finish everything.

except for the garnish.

hahaha.

then i tasted hilman's vanilla milkshake.

seriously, i hate vanilla.

it makes me wana puke.

esp mcd's ice cream cone.

BLUEK.

but this vanilla milkshake.

is super nice.

it doesn't make u puke.

even when u're super full.

haha.

enak banget deh.

it's super nice

& also super expensive.

$6 leh.

omg.

anyone care to blanje me?

hahahaha.

when i stepped out of the restaurant.

my stomach was bloated.

maluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

i covered it.

haha.

ppl, wait for me to get my salary ok.

then we go together.

gimme a call babies.

haha.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

Labels: spaghetti

Cousins Campout

k i've got a lot of things.

in my mind right now.

but i forgot what i wanted to say.

but first let's do what i promised.

the cousins campout details!

ok attendance first.

KAK MALIA

ABG AZIM

NUR

ALI

IMAN

APIT

QUDUS

IZZAT

FIR

FAIZ

IFA

SYAMIL

HILMAN.

this is not even half of us.

there's 27 cousins altogether.

sape nk tambah, silekan.

sembawang park was super breezy.

& i mean super.

menggigil beb.

we ate kuaci aka sunflower seeds.

that's how we spend quality time.

chat while kuaci-ing.

haha.

then listened to mj12.

nekad berani sey aku.

haha.

got iman what.

haha.

but i nvr hug him sia.

i brave.

i still rmb the last campout.

i hug him like mad.

cos got the audio clip.

seram gile maut.

haha.

then we can't sleep.

by that time, abg azim went home alr.

he had work the next day.

so we as in iman, fir, mil & me.

sat arnd not knowing what to do.

in the end, the rest woke up.

& we took this chance to sleep.

till it was bright.

we slept at 4am.

i woke up at 830am?

or was it 9am?

nyai & yai came.

then we went for a swim.

best gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

haha.

then cik jo came.

with hilmi, hariz & nana.

then cik yan came.

with aqidah & adilah.

then daddy came.

the more the merrier.

haha.

we had lots of fun.

but unfortunately.

i forgot to take pix.

i brought cam.

but forgot la.

hehe.

next time la ok.

haha.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

Labels: camp rock

not much

FRI was silat agn.

tis time with filzah too.

ok la.

not much to say abt tt.

then went back to nisa's.

bathed.

& left.

then rilek at hm.

wait for syamil.

then off to sembawang park.

cousins camp out.

woohoo.

more abt tt ltr k.

nw i wana watch tv.

still tired.

just got back.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa

Labels: lesser

SILAT!

yo!

k today.

we had silat.

coooooooooooool.

i was late.

for a start.

here's the story.

i set my alarm.

at 7am.

i woke up.

& slept back.

then i woke up again.

i was like..

ASTAGHFIRULLAHAL'AZIM x3.

damn it was 9.35am.

silat practice starts at 10.

how cool is that.

then i rushed.

silat start kul 10.

aku kua rmh kul 10.

bagus la tu.

amalkan selalu ye.

otw to sch.

i had stomachache.

so went to ladies.

by then i was 1h late.

cool huh.

then went on to do stretching.

mak datuk.

kalau 10 session aku dah boleh buat split sey.

fuyoo.

then we went on to the punch & slap.

i got it after a few tries.

i'm not that lembik after all.

then we did techniques.

only one la.

but i managed to learn it.

cooooooooooooooooooool.

kesian nisa jadi dummy.

then we went grocery shopping.

party at nisa's cribx.

the usual suspects.

LATT

NISA

MAS

SARAH

NAD

HERDA

IZAN

ARIF.

HALIM suddenly sick.

so too bad.

sad sey.

he bought cemelan for us alr.

then his lips swollen.

damn right.

ya i knw.

then we cookcook.

like seoul garden.

but it's not.

cos it's nisa's garden.

inspired by yours truly.

haha.

we watched hindustan.

mann was boring.

then we changed to kuch kuch hota hai.

introduced arif to the world of bollywood.

haha.

then left.

wanted to pick syamil's slipper up at jp.

so met him & ibu.

he was there.

working.

omg cute.

jp eyecandy.

azri.

we got an adidas bottle too.

niceeeeeeeeeeeee.

i'll come back to see you ok.

haha.

then shopped at ntuc.

then cab-ed home.

then now i'm here.