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Tried to write a letter; In Love
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

Judgement Day

tomorrow will be the day which will determine my future.
whether or not i will succeed, will be determined tomorrow.
some of you might have guessed. this is the result of the decision i made some time ago.
remember the post 'The Decision'? yes, that.
so tomorrow, i will find out the outcome of my decision.
so stay tuned ok. i'll be back tomorrow.
tomorrow will also determine whether i have time to blog.
haha i know it's lame. but i realised i've been putting this baby aside.
so if it goes my way, i shall blog often ok. i promise. haha.
& coming up next: The Cousins' CNY Gathering. SOOOOOOOON!
.
oh ya. the cousins came over to my cribx on Sunday, the 25th.
Gathering-cum-Meeting-cum-Hilman's Birthday Celebration.
take that. in your face. lol.
my house was super full.
Alisha made her first debut. haha. she never come before la.
& Syukran too. it's been more than a year since they came. seriously.
hari raya pun tak la. cos we meet at other place.
nevermind. it was still cool.
love you guys loads.

it ended: 2307.
29 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Malaslah

I'm too lazy to update laaaaaaa.

Stay tuned for the weekend story ok!

It was a BEE to the L to the AAY S TEE!

BLAST duh! LOL.

I'll be back with the latest scoopz & pictures too.

As soon as Shah sends it to Abang Azim, who will then send it to me. If not Nurul.

Haha. Complicated, yes. Well, I'll get back to you as soon as possible.

Be good alright? I love you la sey.

It ended: 2143.

27 January 2009.

Till next time.

Mucho loves.

iifaa

Emails

i don't know why sey.
everything seems to be related to my current life.
be it love, academics etc.
i just received an email just now.
you know what was the first sentence?
.
What would you do if every time you fall in love with someone, you had to say goodbye?
.
WTH! merepek sak. the email wasn't about love.
it was about treasuring friends. whatever sey.
i love my beloveds. you know who you are.

it ended: 2216.
20 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Girls & Guys

Girl's Facts
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when a girl is mean to you after a break-up

she wants you back but she is too

scared she'll get hurt and knows

you're gone forever!

when you catch a girl glancing at you,

she wants you to look back

and smile

When a girl bumps into your arm,

while walking with you

she wants you to hold her hand

When she wants a hug

she will just stand there

When u break a girls heart

she still feels it when

you run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet,

millions of things are running through her mind

When a girl is not arguing,

she is thinking deeply

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of

questions,

she is wondering how long you will be

around

.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine" after a

few seconds,

SHE IS NOT FINE AT ALL

When a girl stares at you,

she is wondering why you are playing games

When a girl lays her head on your chest,

she is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a girl says
I can't live without you,

she has made up her mind that you are

her future

When a girl says, "I miss you"

no one in this world can miss you more than that

Guy Facts

When a guy calls you,

he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,

He's listening to you

When a guy is not arguing,

He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says,
"I'm fine"
after a few minutes

he means it

When a guy stares at you,

he wishes you would care about him and

wonders if you do

When you're laying your head on a guy's chest,

he has the world

When a guy calls/texts/comments/messages you everyday,

he is in love with you

When a (good) guy tells you I love you,

he means it

When a guy says I can't live without you,

he's with you till you're done

When a guy says, "I miss you"

he misses you more than you could have

ever missed him or anything else

it ended: 2212.
19 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

The Official Rules of Flirting

.
I
Girls: When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold.
Guys: Automatically move closer to her. (if you're stupid, you'll either say Me too or you'll give her your jacket. DON'T.)
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II
Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder.
Guys: Lift her chin up and kiss her.
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III
Girls: When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heartbeat.
Guys: Whisper in her ear. The stars are so beautiful and so are you, my love. Then link your hand

with hers.
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IV
Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and say I love you too. MEAN IT.
.
.
i received this mail. so i thought i would share it. cool la sey. haha.
i tried III before. i won't reveal who the person is.
doing that made me feel sayu. you could hear his hearbeat calling out your name.
seriously. i'm not kidding you. try it.
you will feel the world revolves only around the both of you.
no one else matters. (:
that heartbeat was my love.
it wanted to stop me from leaving.
but it didn't dare.

it ended: 2150.
19 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Interesting

i always forget what to blog about. haha.
now i'm gonna remember.
oh ya. i wanted to talk about the week.
& the interesting things that happened. well not that interesting la.
but nevermind. i don't care. i still want to say. HEH.
kayy Wednesday the 14th was Nurul Darling's & BB Yan's 18th.
one is my bestest cousin. the another is my blood.
chey macam paham. lol.
well, they turned 18.
here are the benefits:
1. M18 movies
2. Legal for cigarettes
3. Legal for alcohol
4. Police no need to check them anymore
5. Apply for licence
6. Watch blue without feeling guilty (lol siak)
i hutang nurul her present.
i gave yan Oreo Cheese Cake. but never sing Happy Bday la.
haha. i'm broke. that's why.
then i had ladies accident. sakit mintak ampun siak.
went to nurul's house. slept. then daddy & mummy picked me up.
in a Kia Cerato. well, not theirs la. they tumpang-ed their friend. heh.
then go jp. & walked home.
then Thursday i forgot what happened.
oh ya i went home with BB Yan.
i made him wait at BL for me. cos he left me in school. haha.
then 242-ed. cool stuffs. rahsia terbongkar. lol.
tom jerry spike mickey minnie donald. (:
then on friday, best. :D
mummy called last min ask wanna go urut anot.
i was just reaching cwp. she was lucky i haven't board the train.
or rather i was lucky. haha.
then while waiting for her to call back, i walked around cwp.
suddenly ngidam Orea McFlurry.
but Dinosaur Shake. looks nice. but very expensive leh.
$2.60. but i still bought it. enak bangetttttttttt. but too sweet.
then bought sudoku for myself & wordsearch for mummy.
how nice am i. lols.
then i slept at nurul's house. cos mummy wants to go urut.
mummy came over after work. we talked about car.
then she said something that made me over the moon.
no, she didn't say abang apit ask for my hand in marriage.
she said daddy said i could get my licence when i'm 18.
yahooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! :D
haha. i know it's lame but it's gooooooooood news.
this came about when daddy decided to buy a car.
& he did order one. now bidding for COE. you know what car?
Kia Cerato Variant2 1.6L EX
it's different from the one we board on wed. ours is special edition.
got sunroof leh. haha. happy siol.
then the conv between daddy mummy & friend
F: eh your wife also can drive what. take licence la.
M: huh? dowan la. i scared.
D: eh latifah's gonna be 18 this year right? she can take licence later.
F: ah ya. can la. my wife also can drive already.
then i suggested that mummy & i take licence together.
hopefully daddy will pay for it. HAHAH.
mummy told me to start learning now. buy the books then can pass quickly.
i can't wait too. i hope nothing happens to the car before i get my licence.
the date to remember: 12 August 2009
so there that's interesting. for me.
it is for you too, right? you better say yes.
the rest i leave it to peace. i'm too lazy to tell.
oh ya btw. Happy 18th to Nad on the 18th, yesterday.
loves you babe.

it ended: 2036.
19 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Error

kayy i don't know what's wrong with the previous post.
but i did what i could to change it.
nevertheless, it's still the same. haha.
nevermind. (:
.
PS: i hope you'll read it. (:

it ended: 0152.
17 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

It Ends For Now

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.
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I AM THROUGH YOU!

you were my ecstasy.
but i'm your migraine.
i shall stop popping you.
and you will feel less pain.
.
.
.
i'm sorry it has to end this way. i really don't want this to happen.
but i think it's for the better. don't think i'm happy with it.
i'm making this decision to see whether you're doing anything about it.
if you just let it be, maybe we're not meant to be.
i'm sorry i wasted your three years. i did all i could.

but you wouldn't budge. you had ego. so did i.
and we still have it now.
thanks for everything you've done for me. including you-know-what~

i once said i can't live without you. but i'm gonna try my very best.
i know i'm not supposed to say try. but infer yourself. (:
i hope you're happy with your life. so enjoy what's left.
and i still owe you something. i'll make up to it.
and have someone send it to you. (:
time will tell. i'm always where i am.
i loved you then.
i love you now.
i'll love you always.
"cinta pertama tidak semestinya harus dimiliki"
(first love isn't meant to be owned sometimes)

it ended: 0143.
17 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

The Decision

i made a decision. i don't know why.

but i did it. just like that.
i thought i'd let it go but someone told me to give it a shot.
so i just did it. so that i won't regret later & ask myself "why didn't i..."
so now, let's just wait for the outcome.

then i'll make the announcement. to all.

some may know. but it's just the gist.
so the others, stay tuned. haha.

it ended: 2253.
15 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Summer of '07

kayy i really don't know why i'm posting that pic. haha. seriously.
but then it brings a whole lot of memories. some sweet some not that sweet.
but this pic brings sweet memories. you know why?
cos it was the summer of '07. those were the best days of my life. (:
i wonder what happened to it. it just disappeared. just like that.
please tell me what happened. why didn't anyone prevent it?
well, maybe it's not your business. haha.
well, let's put it behind.
i love you, yes i do. (:

it ended: 2332.
13 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Kaulah Yang Satu

hey i wrote a song. i know it's like wth.
but i did it. i even got the tune. but my voice cannot make it one.
wanna hear it? cannot. haha. cos i can't sing.
it's called Kaulah Yang Satu.
.
.
Kau jejaka idaman
Yang aku puja
Pada pandangan pertama
.
Kau permata hatiku
Yang aku cinta
Dengan sepenuh jiwaku
.
Aku berjanji
Kaulah yang satu
Dalam beribu (beribu, beribu)
.
Janganlah kau pergi jauh
Aku merindukanmu
Janganlah kau pandang aku
Seperti kau pandang hantu
Janganlah kau meninggalkan diriku
Kerna ku masih (ku masih) menantimu
.
Kau pria kacak tampan
Sudikah engkau
Menjadi putera rajaku
.
Aku berjanji
Kaulah yang satu
Dalam beribu (beribu, beribu)
.
Janganlah kau pergi jauh
Aku merindukanmu
Janganlah kau pandang aku
Seperti kau pandang hantu
Janganlah kau meninggalkan diriku
Kerna ku masih (ku masih) menantimu
.
Burung takkan terbang
Tanpa pasangan
Begitu jugaku
Memerlukan dirimu
.
Aku berjanji
Kaulah yang satu
Dalam beribu (beribu, beribu)
.
Janganlah kau pergi jauh
Aku merindukanmu
Janganlah kau pandang aku
Seperti kau pandang hantu
Janganlah kau meninggalkan diriku
Kerna ku masih (ku masih) menantimu
.
Janganlah kau pergi jauh
Aku merindukanmu
Janganlah kau pandang aku
Seperti kau pandang hantu
Janganlah kau meninggalkan diriku
Kerna ku masih (ku masih) menantimu
.
so there. you got it.
actually i wanted to compose in english.
but it came in malay.
ma

ybe next time.
inspired by My Love. don't ask why. i really don't know.

it ended: 2313.
12 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

I'm Smart

I STARTED SCHOOL!
happy siak. haha.
but it's no longer honeymoon for me la.
must buck up babey. can't afford not to anymore.
i suddenly feel motivated right now. haha.
i'm not applying for poly. i've made up my mind.
so byebye OPTOMETRY and CHILD PSYCHOLOGY & EARLY EDUCATION.
i can't pursue optometry in uni cos i'm in arts.
so maybe child psychology would be my choice. after law.
let's make it through A levels 1st. or rather my next promotion. (:

i really don't know what to blog about these days.
hence the nonsense posts lately. haha.
but some are not. it's for you. (:
well, enjoys.

it ended: 2254.
12 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

For You, My Love

I LOVE YOU.
with all of my heart.
i may be insolent towards you at times.
that's my bad. sometimes i just can't control myself.
i just have to do it. but i expected you to respond the way you used to.
but you didn't. since then, i knew it's never gonna be the same anymore.
i made a decision. but i thought you wouldn't agree to it.
but you kept quiet. i still haven't received the reply.
even though i said i'll not wait for long, i'm still waiting.
for a miracle to happen. cos miracles happen once in a while.
& i hold on to that. but my miracle isn't anywhere around.
maybe i'll just have to wait. but until when?
i read your post. it's touching.
my tears rolled even before i read the part.
if you really meant what you said, i'm touched.
i know it's hard but why aren't you doing anything?
i feel you aren't interested anymore, are you?
but when i ask, you say it's nothing.
i guess you just don't want to be tied down right now.
if you're not comfortable with talking one-to-one, just drop me a msg.
or email or anything. snailmail's alright too.
but i'm sure you won't do it. cos you're too lazy.
nevertheless, i still love you. for who you are.
i just miss you too much. the times we spent together.
the jokes we joked. the fights we fought. the things we do.
everything. every minute every moment.
so have you got the guts? do you have what it takes to be the next? lols.
i mean do you think you're up for another round?
think about it. (:

it ended: 0220.
11 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Lazyness

i'm very lazy to update la. but all i'm not lazy to say is
1. open hse was boring.
2. met my makciks ytd & today at cwp.
3. i'm getting fat.
4. but i'm still a size 1. models are size 0. very close.

it ended: 2350.
10 January 2009
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Seganlah Baby

today i went for drama. quite boring.
but our booth is cooooool-ness. best booth yeah. hahaha.

then i followed izan to tamp. gile kan. memang. haha.
we go eat then walk2 then go home.
i had a very embarrassing moment. i had to alight at rafflesplace.
tempat jin bertendang siol.
only kakak lia knows about it. haha. top secret.
nevermind about that. now i'm online.
i'm quite pissed about something.
i need to talk to someone. let me think who 1st. haha.
later i story ok. now i wana eat. & be fat.
TUMMY MAKES A GIRL SEXY.
as told by kukuboy. (:

it ended: 2022.
08 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

When Cheerleaders Sucks

ytd. going to silat was masuk angin keluar asap. haha.

The Cheerleaders Conquered The Foyer. dammit.
then nad, nisa, herda & i angkat kaki.
go eat at cwp. then walk2. lepak jap.
i went to mak's hse.
then we went to lim chu kang. buy goat's milk.
then got many grps of BLSS students. i think they got camp ah.
jalan jauh mak datuk. teringat aku kat kota tinggi. rindu weh.
we had a very fun ride in the car. gerun sey aku. mak daring sey. haha.
then we went home. that's all.

it ended: 2000.
08 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Maths

To latt.
Why did I fail maths /Why I hate maths.

Yes, i failed that assholic maths exam of mine. I did not practice enough
and i refused to consult my peers and lecturer because apparently I'm a snoobish
person who has a huge ass EGO. I was being complacent. I thought I practiced
enough and well. But on the day of examination , I freaked out real bad and all
the numbers were so annoying and it seemed like i was having a abad case of
dyslexia. I was too tired and did'nt take the effort to think. Me and Maths , we
go a long way. I hate maths because , I can never find the logic in it. Why do
you need to know the volume of a sphere. Things don't come it sphere -ish
containers. Why do we need to know The sine rule. It's a triangle. Just leave
that innocent triangle alone. Tertiary level maths is so. URGH. Why do we need
to know log 32. WHY ? What the hell is logarithm in the first place. It's
just in my nature that I can't do things , which does not make sense. Unless you
give a theoretical reason why we need to study maths , until then , I will
always hate maths.
Why is the human mind so complicated. It's so annoying.

This is for you Latt.
And Oh , I love you.
For your Info , you're my driving force when it comes to maths.
I thank you for that babe.

Atin Love dedicated this to me. awwwww so sweet.
well, seriously, my only hope is maths. if i fail maths, i might as well quit school.
there's no point continuing. the reason why i love maths damn much is:
& solving equations is very fascinating.
you can just change the equation into something logical.
it's the only subject you can get 100% in. seriously. that's what i think.
but most my friends hate it to the core. i can't even persuade them.
so Atin, please study your maths. it's gonna be helpful in the future.
you may not realise now, but you will later.
call me if you need anything. i'll be your maths guru. FOC.
loves you too, love.

it ended: 2111.
07 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

The Girl & The Annoying Guy

today i'm here for story time.

here goes.

there was once a girl who went to NP. she helped a helpless guy do his survey about money.

being a very gundu, she said she was from Year One.

although she wasn't f

rom NP. she also left her hp no. on the survey.

she thought it was the end. but guess what. IT WASN'T.

a few weeks later, the guy called her. he wanted to meet her for further review.

she panicked. she step paham. she came up with all kinds of excuses.

the guy promised to call back after her 'holidays'.

now it's over. he called for a meet-up.

she tried to create excuses. but the guy was extremely persistent.

then came the meet-up day. the guy called the girl. she didn't pick up.

then he SMS-ed her. he said he has reached. she didn't reply.

so the poor guy waited & waited. for buah tak jatuh.

& the saga continues.

it ended: 0015.

07 January 2009.

till next time.

mucho loves.

iifaa