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ARE YOU STILL USING EXPLORER?
GIVE UP ON THAT
CATCH UP WITH THE TREND YOU LOSER
USE MOZILLA FIREFOX
BEST IN SINGAPORE, DUBAI & some say SRI LANKA

THIS BABY IS EXCELLENT WHEN VIEWED IN MOZILLA FIREFOX
SATISFACTION GUARANTEED (:

Tried to write a letter; In Love
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

Oh So Hot

just reached home.
am still STARSTRUCK.
shall get over it soon.
will update with pictures.
as soon as i get it from qid.
so meanwhile, stay tuned ok baby.

for the record: PESTA PERDANA 10 LIVE, i saw.

it ended: 0140.
28 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Kau Hitamku Emas

diriku bukan lilin
yang memberi cahaya kepada kehidupan orang asing
tetapi diri sendiri terbakar keseorangan
walaupun asing tetap hampir di hati
wajah dan nama ku simpan kejap dalam sanubari

diriku bukan air
hujan yang jatuh menitik di pasir pantai
namun tidak berbuah setelah sekian lama
walaupun selautan telah ditadah
akar ku semai sebagai memori

diriku bukan pungguk
rindu yang menantikan kehadiran bulan disisi
cukuplah sekadar bintang yang menemani
walaupun jua hati berdetik bertanya
kemana hilangnya dia aku seorang diri

ucapkanlah isi hati yang kau pendam selama ini
lafazkanlah kata-kata yang ku idam selama ini
ku tak rela menanti mengharap yang tak pasti

benakku walang bukan kepalang
memikirkan kau yang endah tak endah
emas ku raih hitam ku tendang
sesungguhnya kaulah hitam yang ku maksudkan

Latifah Mohamad Ibrahim

it ended: 0050.
27 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Pen Merah Pen Biru

hey remember i once told you about the mtv thing i took part in?
yeah i kinda forgot to blog about that. haha.
ok let’s start. well, it’s just a matter of helping my dear cousin, wan.
he’s part of the art dept in the making of the music video by singer lynn malik.
don’t know her? go google. lol.
the shooting was in a club called dbl o at mohamed sultan road.
we were virgins in the club. well, i didn’t say the rest were already played with. (:
btw when i say we, i meant aqidah & i. we decided to help wan. nurul couldn’t come cos she had an appointment with the bloody girl. in the end, it was cancelled. wth!
well, the shooting was okay. i won’t comment on anything. in case people are reading. lol.
but it was tiring. even though all we had to do was sit and watch, and act as if we were enjoying ourselves.
well, i think that should be all. i really hope i’ll be featured in that video.
it’s for mtv for god’s, okay let’s not involve god here, goodness sake. (:
good job, crew from ressurection ( i think it’s right). u did a great job even though you’re young.
all except the make up artist. damn! i can’t save my edited photos. urgh! nevermind.
.
pen merah pen biru.
you marah i love you.

it ended: 2354.
23 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

After So Long

the scenery from esplanade's amphitheatre.

the bestest cousin ever. we fight alot, that's why. lol.
(jangan kembang eh makcik)

smile for the camera! (: (taken by scandalous iman)

students for the field trip.
ATTENDANCE:
Muhammad Firdaus
Nurul Ai'ni
Nur Iman
Latifah

reflections. by yours truely. (:
we took two trains home btw.

we: alamak fir. you too fat for the picture la.
fir: eh what fat? im american size ok! (lol. i was saying that all day to defend him.)

i love you guys to bits!

my date for the day.
scandalicious baby.

they aren't together. they're just siblings. lol.
he's younger than me btw. by 4 months 14 days. (:
.
ok so sat (210109) i went lepak-ing with the usuals.
attendance taken above.
and so, we started off by waiting a looooooooong time for fir at city hall.
then at last! he reached. so we walked to the end of citylink mall. to starbucks to see whether rila was working. she wasn't.
then we exited via marina square. & out of there at the nearest exit.
walked down the stairs. saw apek sell ice cream. had a sudden urge to buy it.
so all except fir bought one each.
iman blueberry. nurul ripple. iifaa chocolate. all on bread. yummies.
with our ice creams on hand and in our mouths, we walked towards esplanade.
it's different now outdoors of esplanade with the new amphitheatre and all.
sat by the river. finished our ice cream. talked abit.
.
if your name doesn't have nur or nurul, you are dark.
Nurul Ai'ni
.
then we walked to merlion park, thinking that there's McD there. there's none.
so we walked under the bridge and went onto the deck.
we saw photo shoot. so we decided to have a closer look. busybodies.
so we walked to the other side. towards the padang.
joked about sir stamford raffles.
the photo shoot was neither wedding nor graduation. it was some sort of cosplay.
i finally knew where the indian national army monument site was. aka memo.
i didn't know the padang was there. i thought it was further.
we saw a beautiful fountain.
singaporeans are damn arrogant. they won't wave to anyone on the streets when they're on the ducktour thing. tourists are better. they're friendlier.
then we decided to eat at kampong glam or arab street. so we walked all the way there.
without getting lost. haha. well, i practiced ok. (:
it was maghrib when we entered kampong glam cafe, where we had dinner.
then we walked again to bugis. and ventured bugis street. renovations going on.
we went home. i alighted at woodlands with nurul and fir.
waited for my family to pick me up. in our new car.
haha. it finally arrived.
my parents decided to surprise us after they cancelled the previous deal.
daddy finally got black colour. haha.
off we go home. i loike.
.
ytd(220209), we went jemputan. yadayada.
there was this one guy. who's cute. not my type. but cute.
nice hair. but he wore three-quarter skinnys. and his legs was skinnier than mine!
but he's still cute. i wonder what's his name.
i was embarassed to ask.
nevermind. now i wanna sleep.

it ended: 0036.
23 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Supposedly

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
.
PERIOD

it ended: 2320.
12 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Beautiful Moon

at 0646h today, i received a sms from someone. (prefer to disclose)
it says:
Eh, Latifah. Nyari ngan smlm ade full moon tau. Jambu seyy. Juz wanted to tell u tt. Coz i find it vry beautiful (:
can you imagine how wide my smile was when i read that?
i read that at 0832h. almost 2h after. haha.
well, what i wanted to say is that.
that really made my day. even though it didn't say anything about me resembling the moon.
mak kau perasan sak ni anak. hehe.
but how i wished it was you who sent it. now you all know; it's not him who sent it.
who's him? google it yourself, folks. lol.
i want to say more. but i've run out of words.
can i imagine that you were the sender? yes, you, my love.

it ended: 2332.
10 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

BYEBYEBYE

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends to do it. ANYONE!
.
if someone says "IS THIS OKAY" you say?
more than that by Backstreet Boys
.
what would best describe your personality?
kembali senyum by Izwan Pilus (:
.
what do you like in a guy/girl?
who will i be by Demi Lovato
.
what is your life's purpose?
matahariku by Agnes Monica (no link)
.
what is your motto?
bersabarlah sayang by Iklim (actually quite true leh)
.
what do your friends think of you?
saat terakhir by ST12 (maybe cos i do things last min)
.
what do you think about often?
start the party by Barron (yeah baby!)
.
what is 2+2?
mimpi yang sempurna by Peterpan (when it comes to maths, it's always a perfect dream)
.
what do you think of your bestfriend?
aku dan dirimu by Ari Lasso & BCL (me & you baby.(:)
.
what do you think of the person you like?
mungkin nanti by Peterpan
.
what is your life story?
teenagers by MCR (i'm a teenager all right)
.
what do you want to be when you grow up?
i will never stop by N'Sync (never stop pursuing my dreams that is)
.
what do you think when you see the person you like?
we're all in this together (graduation mix) by HSM3 Cast
.
what do your parents think of you?
gerhana cinta luka by Iklim (WTH!)
.
what will you dance to at your wedding?
makhluk tuhan paling sexy by Mulan Jameela (you got it baby!)
.
what will they play at your funeral?
this is me by Demi Lovato feat Joe Jonas (sounds like me, good enough)
.
what is your hobby/interest?
sebenarnya cinta by Letto (i'm all into the name of love baby)
.
what do you think of your friends?
here i am by Renee Sandstrom (yeah they're always there. maybe not always(:)
.
what's the worst thing that could happen?
i want it all by Sharpay & Ryan Evans (really? maybe)
.
how will you die?
tercipta untukku by Ungu (the way god planned for me?)
.
what is the one thing you regret?
just want you to know by Backstreet Boys (not letting you know?)
.
what makes you laugh?
we rock by Camp Rock Cast (yeah it does with all the dancing and all)
.
what makes you cry?
jelita by The Sallys (sometimes. when i get reminded of the sender(:)
.
will you ever get married?
everybody (backstreet's back) by Backstreet Boys (everybody yeeeeaaaah!)
.
what scares you the most?
celebrate the body electric by Ponytail (yeah it does. i don't even know it exist)
.
does anyone like you?
one love by Blue
.
if you could go back in time, what would you change?
chantek by Altimet feat Adeep Fabulous Cats (my appearance, duh)
.
what hurts right now?
take a bow by Rihanna (how i wished i could see his dumb face standing outside my house(:)
.
what will you post this as?
byebyebye by N'Sync (at last! BYE!)
.
i'm tagging:
KAL
ATIN

AIFA

IMAN
NURUL
IZAN
SARAH
AIN
SYAKK
QID

it ended: 1710.
10 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Err..

shooting today was omg. tiring.
even though all we did was sit and watch. will update more later.
I'M GONNA BE ON MTV! i hope so. lol.
.
next post: the tag quiz nana made me do.
coming right up.

Movie Date

.
i woke up late today. 1027. i was like dammit.
i was supposed to go juying pri to check out hilman's nametag.
and then go meet atin for movie at 11am. wth. i know.
i rushed like mad. actually no la. haha.
atin was like OI. KAU TGH APE NI? haha.
then waited for 242. go juying. i was lucky i didn't spend so much time in juying.
i asked the auntie about the tag, she gave a stack of papers and told me to check for the name. then after i found it (luckily it was on the 2nd page), she gave me a plastic bag filled with nametags.
there must be more than 100 pieces in there. omg.
another lucky thing: i found it in less than 30sec. haha.
went out. missed double-decked 242. waited for another 242 then met atin.
we watched The Wedding Game.
Christopher Lee: sexy hot papi. lol.
Fann Wong's manager in the movie was also cute. haha.
he acted as gay. disgusting. lol.
i was abit sad throughout the show. cos some parts are super sweet.
i was almost lying down on the chair. then i tilted my head to the right just to find no one beside me. (atin was sitting on my left)
i almost cried. i know it's lame. but nevermind.
so some advice. watch it with someone special, or don't watch it at all.
not even with your bestfriends. cos my bestfriend got bored. wth.
she was the one who asked me along. then she noticed my translucent blouse.
can see my bra. haha. "disgusting sak," she said. it's sexy what. lol.
then we walked by Adidas. Azri wasn't there. then we saw him going up the escalator. baru balik solat tu. baik sungguh anak mak. i loike. lol.
but i wasn't hyper today. i remained calm. cos atin say i nonsense.
she's also the same what. wth. then go eat & home.
then i slept like a pig until nurul called. hazwan needs help!
will be going to bugis tomorrow with aqidah to help. MTV here i come!
that's all for today. now waiting for my parents to come home.
no, they are not on a date. haha.
daddy's at yiochukang. mummy's at junction8. cool or what.

it ended: 2252.
06 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Wait of the Day

ok today was SHOPPINGDAY! with dear nurul & iman.
we went to Expo for NIKE EXPO SALE!
we met at city hall at 10++am. cos they from woodlands & need to transfer train.
nurul was late. when i reached, iman was already waiting for 15mins.
girls are forgiven for being fashionably late. haha.
i made an achievement by not wearing tshirt.
i wanted to wear my NIKE tshirt. but i changed my mind cos i always wear that.
so i wore a blouse & jeans of course. cos i going for job interview with izan later.
now let the photos do the talking. & we shall story along the way.
OK GO!

the line was that looooooooong.
we were at the end then we moved to the front in less than 15mins.
coolness. when we reach, there were already about 500 people inside.
how about that?

while waiting. see the people behind us?
that's the queue. very snake-y.

iman's purchase. total: $90.
T90 Laser 2 for only $70!

nurul's purchase. for the whole family. haha.
i haven't capture my bag. nurul & i bought the same one.
cos we twins & we're not in the same school. so not paisey. lol.

while waiting to pay. the cashier very slow sia. seriously tak boleh angkat beb.
.

then we went to TM. cos nurul craved for baked rice. so we ate at swensens.

chey banyak duit sey. haha.

my Salmon & Mushroom Baked Rice
taste super weird. Curry Chicken is still the best.

iman's Chicken Baked Rice
taste like porridge.

nurul's Pineapple Seafood Baked Rice
i think should be okay la. haha.
then we had Merri-Mint & Chocolate Crunch.
yyyuuummmsss. i finished them cos they cannot stand the cold already.
menggigil dok.
then they 168-ed to woodlands. i met izan for the job interview.
went to Raffles City Robinsons. waited from 4.30 to 6.30pm for our turn.
we were the 4th & 5th applicant from the back. lol.
crapped alot while waiting. basically i spent the whole day waiting.
the interview was very short. & i mean VERY.
i only said yes a few times. THAT'S ALL. haha.
then i blanja-ed izan Fried Mars Bars. & we went to LJS at Capitol Building.
then home sweet home. reached home at 8pm.
i have been coming home late for the past 2 days.
tomorrow i'm going out again. movie date with atin.
The Wedding Game! coolness.
.
iman called me JC dropout.
izan was the Last Man Standing.
atin disagreed & changed my status to NP Freshie.
wth.

it ended: 2359.
05 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

I LOVE YOU

i haven't update about our cousins thon session at Sembawang Park on Chinese New Year.
i'm like super lazy. if you're interested to read or see the photos.
can read nurul's blog. i linked her. so you can check it out. ok thank you.
.
LATT. for once, give up. seriously. there's no point in waiting.
that day won't come. he has moved on.
or rather, he's just plain scared. you don't need scared people.
you need tough people. who dares to make a decision. not one who waits for others to make them.
and to you, if you think i'm part of you, you better think of something fast.
cos i'm not feeling anything right now. those feelings i had last Wednesday flew away just like that.
but i still love you. but that love brings us nowhere.
.
Happy 24th Birthday.
to my kekasih awal dan akhir.
Cristiano Ronaldo dos Santos Aveiro
don't go away ok. stay with me. in Man Utd. (duh)
i love you munchies.

it ended: 0030.
05 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

The Result

omg i can't think right now. should i or should i not?
i want to but can i do it? omg why must it be this way?
why must i choose? why must i fail? if only i did something earlier.
btw for those who haven't got the news, remember the decision i made not long ago?
no, it's not a love decision. it's about academics.
ok here goes.
i realised i'm tired of studying those subjects.
during the Pegasus Programme, i wasn't in the mood to do geog.
it was sucha drag. then came econs. i was enthusiastic about it at first.
but the teacher was super lemau that i gave up.
the only thing that made me come to school is Civics, GP & Maths.
even maths was a drag too. cos they treated us like primary school students.
like seriously. i can't take it anymore.
except for Mr Sabar & CG4. i love y'all to the max.
i know it's gonna be different from now on but i just have no mood to continue.
macam siak je eh. haha. nevermind it's my decision.
so i applied for polytechnic education.
1st choice: Optometry
2nd choice: Child Psychology & Early Education
both from Ngee Ann Poly
aaaaaaannnnnddddd guess what?
i got OPTOMETRY! cool or what? i'm among the top 40 chosen. serious la sey.
so now i've made up my mind to leave IJ but i'm still worried.
what if i don't like it? what if i still fail? the what-ifs never end.
whatever it is, i'm still withdrawing. no matter what.
so now i shall research on optometry. so that i'll be informed & prepared for my future.
yeah baby. steady pom pee pee la sey.
& i'm gonna go job hunting soon. ikot la please anyone. (:

it ended: 2352.
02 January 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Wati's Official 18

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Wati
Happy birthday to you
.
yay! my dearest friend is already 18!
Congratulations Erzawati bte Rawi.
you're officially OLD! lol.
have fun & enjoy the FOB concert.
kimak sak ni anak. org blanje die tiket dok. $101!
whatever it is. i wish you all the best in everything you do.
you're so gonna ace your 'A's. WORK HARD ok!
don't miss me too much. i'll miss you!
semoga panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan dipertemukan jodoh yang soleh.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
& if haikel irritates you too much, tell me. i'll settle with him.

i love you la sey. so no present ah. hahaha.
.
oh ya. i'll be back soon with updates of my life. i promise.

it ended: 2124.
01 February 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa