LOV

L O V E

hover around the letters above

ARE YOU STILL USING EXPLORER?
GIVE UP ON THAT
CATCH UP WITH THE TREND YOU LOSER
USE MOZILLA FIREFOX
BEST IN SINGAPORE, DUBAI & some say SRI LANKA

THIS BABY IS EXCELLENT WHEN VIEWED IN MOZILLA FIREFOX
SATISFACTION GUARANTEED (:

Tried to write a letter; In Love
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

Kasih Seorang Lelaki

i wrote something in my notebook before sportscamp.
i wanted to post it here. but some things happened.
& i changed my mind. but now, since i've nothing to do.
or rather, i don't know what to blog about besides my life.
i shall tell you what i wrote. (:
it's in malay. so if you don't understand, i can't translate it for you.
it will defeat the purpose of me writing it.
understand it to understand me

Kasih Seorang Lelaki

Aku rindu kasih seorang lelaki
Kasih tidak semestinya cinta
Yang memegang daguku bila aku berpaling
Dan menariknya perlahan menatap wajahnya
Aku tersipu malu

Aku rindu kasih seorang lelaki
Kasih tidak semestinya cinta
Yang merenung tepat ke mataku
Sambil tersenyum dan berkata "iifaa, i love you"
Aku tersenyum manis

Aku rindu kasih seorang lelaki
Kasih tidak semestinya cinta
Yang mendekatkan bibirnya ke dahiku
Lalu singgah ke pipiku, kucupan mesra tanda kasih
Aku tergelak manja

Aku rindu kasih seorang lelaki
Kasih tidak semestinya cinta
Yang membiarkanku bersandar di bahu dan dadanya
Dan membalas kucupan di bibirnya dengan penuh manja
Aku terasa ingin dicinta

comments okays.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!
may your pranks succeed today!

it ended: 0303.
01 April 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Recap

it's almost a week since i last updated.
but i'm really super duper lazy.
i'm so sorry to my beloved readers. if there are. (:
well, first, let's recap my week.
27 March: cik yan's house visit.
28 March: Ayeesha's Supergirl Party
29 March: jemputans & marsiling with wak lah's family
30 March: marsiling again with mil, fir & wak lah
31 March: SENTOSA SPORTSCAMP OUTING!
shall update more later. with photos. :D

it ended: 0241.
01 April 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Hike to Civilisation

26 March 2009
unprofessional hiking
attended by:

ok so the five of us met at woodlands int.
supposedly at 12pm but all were late except iman.
i reached at 1pm. haha. then we went on search for iman.
he waited for over an hour. sory scandaliciousbaby.
& so we took 963 to alexandra rd. oh ya i forgot the most important thing.
it was afiq's 1st meeting with my beloved cousins.
i decided to introduce nurul to him. so we can hang out together in future.
so this is just a kickstart to everything. maybe after this, he'll get invited for our gatherings.
& one more thing; he's not my bf! right, scandalousbuddy? haha.
k now he's my brother, ok bang. :D
k then we went straight to the forest walk. the steel boardwalk. haha.
we didnt go hortpark, as much as i wanted too. but nevermind.
the trail was scenic but scary when you look down. it feels as if your head is spinning.
well, i have fear of heights but sometimes i don't really care.
we camwhored along the way. rested for awhile. then continued our hike to hendersonwaves.
like finally, we reached. i mean i reached there. i havent been there before ok.
then we camwhored again. talked shouted danced jumped ran climbed ate.
i brought tuna sandwiches, which was why i was late. (:
then we moved on. to mount faber park. we reached JewelBox where the cablecars are.
camwhored-cum-rest. then down to marang trail.
& finally reached civilisation. damn it was tiring.

Happily Trapped (:
we finished the hike in 2hours. woah.
& so we freshened up at vivocity. then went in search of food.
the build-a-bear workshop is cool. i want one bear please. (:
fickle minds = late food supply
ended up in LJS. i was super hungry but then too full cos i drank alot of coke.
couldn't finish it. they were saying i was on diet. i can't be on diet.
i'm always hungry. but nowadays i just have no appetite.
then we ventured vivo & to the sky/waterpark. camwhored again. haha.
then i had a massive stomachache. i just had to fart. but i couldn't.
i sat alone helplessly, holding on to the railing. then i lied down with them.
at last, i couldn't take it anymore. it was cramps plus gastric.
i almost fainted but i didn't want people to know. so i endured.
& reached the ladies safely. CHEY! haha.
then we walked out cos dearest afiq just had to relieve himself.
fresh air otak kau. haha.
i was still feeling sick so i didn't stop him from doing it. pakse2 tk bagos. XD
then we 963-ed home. i alighted at bukitbatok.
afiq at bukitpanjang. the rest at woodlands.
mummy & daddy fetched me. so that ended my day.

Photo of the Day!
dont ask me why it's very bright. i'm still finding out. (:
Muhammad Afiq
my new friend
my companion
my brother (:
alermak nakal siol. haha.
thanks for everything even though we've only met like 3 times.
but those 3 times seemed like 3years. or maybe more.
a friend like you is loved & treasured.
we'll keep this friendship alive & kicking in us ok. deep inside our hearts.
eh pantat, if you got gf don't forget your adik here ok.
harapkan pagar, pagar makan burger.
loves,
iifaa♥

it ended: 0613.
28 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Unnamed

just now, or rather ytd, was funfunfun with everyone!

we walked from forestwalk to hendersonwaves to marangtrail.
all the way to vivocity. cool or what. yeahbaby.
skipped hortpark though. nvm.
shall be back with photos. as soon as i get it from nurul.
stay tuned!

PS: MY ANKLE IS STILL SWOLLEN AFTER ONE WEEK! & i actually don't care. (:

it ended: 0001.
27 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Meetup

i can't wait for tomorrow to come.

i'll be out with nurul, iman & afiq.
well, i introduced nurul to afiq. so it's gonna be their 1st meeting.
we're going to HortPark & HendersonWaves. yay!
i can't wait to meet them. i miss them all. :]
i miss afiq damn bad. haha. i think i miss your mepekness ah.
cos since i got back from camp, there's no more crapiness around me. (:
make sure you take your nonsense pill tml ok. then entertain me. lol.
ok. i think i'm gonna hit the sack now. long day tml!
& scandalicious baby, don't be jealous ok. i miss you too. lol.

i'm not sure if fir's tagging along. jgn step busy eh.

it ended: 2340.
25 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Sportscamp 09/10

HEYHEYHEY!

I'M BACK FROM SPORTSCAMP!
OMG I'M SO DAMN SHAG (however you spell it. haha)
BUT I STILL MISS IT. ESP AZTEC!
say say say AZTEC POWER SIOL!
to aztecs, pleasepleaseplease organise an outing soonish. before school starts aites. (:

well, i went to sportscamp alone. but took the train to clem with zul & mail.
then met joycelyn & santhea when we got off the bus. haha.
then met my group. salleh's one of my GLs. so i guess it's gonna be ok.
i'm in orange grp; Aztec. no longer in purple; Spartans.
someone named Zaid called me when i was in the cinema with afiq.
he told me to wear purple. then sms-ed me his number.
after that, i was super excited & told afiq, "i reli hope this zaid guy is cute sia" lol, i knw.
then at night, someone named Usman called telling me to wear orange.
he said there's some cockup. (he didn't really said cockup la. haha.)
then he said our group is Aztec.
i was like, "huh? Aztec? oh ok." well, Aztec was part of Asperazca, IJC Orientation'08.
then i found out that one of my GLs, Azzrul was from IJC. no wonder he look damn familiar.
ok so basically we had lots of fun during the camp. yay!

guess what.
i sprained my ankle and scraped my knee
on the FIRST DAY!
i sat out for frisbee, touchrugby, volleyball.
but i did a shoulder sit in cheerleading. proud sia. lol.
lightsout: 2330h.
then 2nd day, i skipped morning run. haha. but played other games.
my ankle was swollen. but wth i don't care.
lightsout: 0015h.
3rd day, DRAGONBOAT.
once in a lifetime moment. but i won't join as cca ah. too strenuous. lol.
lightsout: 0200h. but i slept at 0400h. (:
4th day was the best.
JACUZZI PARADISE. TEHPENG&ICEMILO SPA.
thanks eh salleh. haha. nvm i love you still, buddy. :D
then washed up and all. got ready for home.
final goodbyes = tears.
I LOVE YOU AZTEC.
MISS Y'ALL.
XOXO, Latifah.

cheerleading showcase (i can't sit)

AZTEC representatives

AZTEC GLs
xinyi teacher; salleh donaldduck; kiefer cuteboy; usman(CGL) hot matrep; azzrul handsome shuffler; adrian emokid; galvin smileyface
where's jiaying pink?

one big happy family; AZTEC

AZZRUL; this's for you. smile somemore. (:
that's Zaid & Michael from Spartans. the cute guys. (: ok enough.

it ended: 2315.
25 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Post-BRB

omg i so do not have time to update

i'm so sorry guys.
btw latest update about me:
1. i'm back from SPORTSCAMP 09/10
2. i'm damn chaodar omg
3. i miss AZTEC ):

SAYSAYSAY AZTEC POWER SIOL
YEAHBABY YEAHBABY YEAHYEAH YEAHBABY

Sportscamp 09/10's Most Bonded Group
will be back with more photos and updates (:

it ended: 2237.
23 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Pre-BRB

btw i forgot to blog about this.
when i was watching movie with afiq that day, someone named zaid called me.
he told me to wear purple as that's our group's colour.
then i was telling afiq that i was super excited for sportscamp & i really hope zaid is cute.
haha. must have cute GLs then hyper what. lol. nonsense.
then at night, someone called usman called telling me to wear orange.
according to him, there's some misunderstanding. so i'm in his group, Aztec.
so th

at's ok. then the next day, i called salleh. asked him some stupid questions.
found out that he's one of my GLs. & we started swearing each other. lol.
then i called zul. asked him accompany me to PM to buy ziplock.
he was like, "alamak leceh sak nak organise." haha. zulzul. aku nye suke la.
but being the bestest friend ever, he agreed. aku sayang kau zul. :D
then we ate. haha. talked about the latest issue.
the so-called love triangle. chey mcm betul aje. i'm not in love/like at the moment.
then he told me something.
zul: eh kwn aku GL utk sportscamp tau. name die zaid.
(eh my friend is a GL in sportscamp. his name's zaid)
me: huh? serious? aku kenal tk?
(huh? really? do i know him?)
zul: ntah. die jack ah.
(duno. he's a jack)
me: huh? serious? eh no die ____ kan?
(his no _____ right?)
zul: ah betul ah.
(ya correct)
me: die call aku dok smlm.
(he called me ytd sia)
then i told him the story.
zul: oh. haha. die cute/handsome tau. die cm botak2 sikit ah. tpi cute.
(oh. haha. he's quite cute/handsome. he's abit botak ah. but cute)
omg zul just said another guy's cute. haha. oh well.
but can't deny la. that zaid is cute. but he's not botak. wth sia zul.
he just has this small kid face. compared to other jacks, he looked junior. lol.
btw, i somehow thinks he knows me. that look on his face ah.
i shall not comment. it shall be kept in my heart. youknowiknow. CHEY!
anw, if you happen to read this, i'll say
HELLO! nice to meet you. let's be friends. (:
omg did i just do that. haha.

next up:
Sportscamp Update
with photos!
stay tuned!

it ended: 1850.
25 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

BRB

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SPORTSCAMP
I'M GONNA BE AWAY TILL SATURDAY
SHALL TRY TO UPDATE BY SUNDAY
DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH
I LOVES YYYOOOUUU!
SPORTSCAMP, BE PREPARED
I'M GONNA BRING THE HOUSE DOWN
YEAH BABY
iifaa's gonna be there. (:

it ended: 0052.
18 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Monday Surprise

monday was full of surprises.
i met afiq at np. i really wanted to go for foc.
so i asked him along to the convention centre.
i was late. it was surprising that he was early. chey. haha.
i was still at jrngeast when he reached np. oh well. thks for waiting.
when we met, we were like, "Eh brown!"
well, we both wore brown. coincidentally.
we were stopped by HP promoters. cb bag besar barang totetlet siak. nvm.
then off we went to CC, only to find out that the quota for foc is full.
FOR GOODNESS SAKE, I'M ON WAITING LIST! sedih sak.
then we thought of eating and walked to KAP McD.
i totally forgot that it's still breakfast. haha. i had my ever craved Big Breakfast. :D
while eating, he was like, "Eh, nak tgk wayang? I just feel like it."
since it's his treat, i agreed. haha. so we 157-ed to jrngpt.
bought 2 tix for Marley & Me. 1st stop: House of Jamu. haha.
biaselah nak muke cantik kan. kenelah stock up on facial products. lol.
then we walked around. & suddenly he asked, "Eh sini ade kedai pets?"
semangat nak beli hamster. haha.
we escalated down to the basement. saw if aka ifix aka iftiqal working at F&O.
both of us know him. so you know.
pets station was boring. haha. off we went to the movies.
well, it was my 1st time watching movie with a guy besides you-know-who.
but i guess there's nothing special.
Marley&Me was omg touching. i almost cried. haha.
i heard sniffles & i was like, "afiq, jgn nangis la sial." haha.
but he wasn't. guaranteed. (:
popcorn wasn't even halfway finished. we were too lazy to open our mouths.
i know. wth. then i bought shorts at sportslink. & we walked home.
i lead the long way so he knows how big jurong is. haha.
then we reached my place & i accompanied him at the bustop.
i was sending Can I Have This Dance to him when 243 came.
so we let it leave even though he could have board it.
however, i, being the taknak-malu kind of person, told him to wait. haha.
but i think it's a wrong move. oh well.
we saw him. he ignored. bus came. he left. we parted.
i can't say this enough. i know we're just friends. but others don't. & we can't blame them.
common assumptions. remember the bloody term?
enough said. i'm not gonna do anything.
period.

it ended: 0045.
18 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Sunday the 15

let's start my week with sunday, Boy's wedding.

here's the twist: Boy or his real name, Kamaruzzaman is my nephew. haha.
you might be thinking, if my nephew is married, when's my turn.
well, i've been asking myself that too. lol. but he's older la.

you know, extended families. (:
ok that's just it la. met my beloved cousins. wasn't full strength though.
the place was full of matmotors. omg. tak perlu eh. haha.
ok that's all.
btw he was hot that day.

it ended: 2300.
17 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Coming Soon

the cousins gathered for a movie date today! haha.
we watched Coming Soon. it was boring. but the suspense is superpower.
well, i thought it was only me, nurul, fir & abg antok.
but we asked kak malia & nur along. ali tagged along too.
he was lucky he's tall since he's not 16 yet despite being in sec4 this year. lol.
didn't expect abg azim to come. he was still in his NS uniform. haha.
& shah came too! rindu ah shah. haha. he's still as cute. (:
so that's basically my day ah.
oh ya! i found out abg azim's scared of scary movies! haha.
i tot he's not sey. nevermind. we hug each other. both scream together.

it ended: 1150.
14 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Mere Ajnabee

have u heard Apit's new song? cool la sey. new genre.

have you ever feel that sometimes a stranger can be your friend?
your tempat mengadu? well, not exactly that.
but have you ever released your dirty little secret to a someone you just knew?
someone you haven't even met? well, i did.
i just felt so comfortable. i don't know why. maybe cos our love stories are similar.
so we decided to share our secrets, our mistakes, our everything.
in our previous relationships.
there wasn't any awkwardness between us, was there? (:
well, that was before we met.
we decided to meet up. just the two of us.
you might be thinking, am i crazy or something?
meeting someone you just knew for barely a week. 5 days to be exact.
i've never done this before. i don't even kenal2 with guys. wth.
but i did. i met him. today. at np. & it was ok.
it didn't seem like we just knew each other. it seemed like we've known for years.
i know. lol. but seriously. we talked like we're old friends.
like i would have talked to zul. all those craps.
there wasn't any shyness or whatever negative thing you might think of.
it was all positive. trust me. (:

well, today, as i said, went well.
i met him. he's supposed to accompany me for my colour vision test.
we were supposed to meet at 1000. but we woke up at 1000. haha.
so i said postpone to 1200. and so i got ready. left home at 1115.
took mrt & reached np. he smsed that he's gonna be late so i went in 1st.
it's not that i don't know the place. oh well.
so i registered for sportscamp. FOC registration full for the day.
maybe i'll come back tml. early in the morning. maybe.
i just wanna share the short conv i had with the incharge of sportscamp booth.
them: hi. u wanna register for sportscamp isit?
me: ya.
them: k. fill in your particulars here. (turning the laptop towards me)
me: ok.
them: so you from which course?
me: optometry.
them: WWWWAAAAAHHHHHH!
me: huh? y? y?
them: new course sia.
i was like wth. is it that big a deal? nevermind.
given their response, i think i'm in a good course.
well, you can't deny that. i'm one out of only 40 who's accepted into optometry.
i'm proud of that. but that shows i must work extra hard. i can't afford to fail anymore.
jiayou LATT! iifaa loves you!
anyways, i spent less than 10min at the convention centre.
cos i was really fast with my colour vision test.
& i aced it. I OFFICIALLY HAVE PERFECT COLOUR VISION. yeah man.
well, then i met him. & we spent a long time deciding where to go.
at last we 52-ed to jrngeast. & alighted at IMM.
still don't know what to do there.
so we ventured, crap, tried to withdraw moolahs but to no avail. haha.
& eat. haha. i was super hungry ok.
then we lepak outside. had fun la overall. thanks eh, new-like-old friend.
btw i was looking through wedding photos outside a bridal shop.
then the person was like, you getting married?.
haha. i looked at him, he looked at me. no way, i'm still a student.
& he's not even my bf. lol.
well, here's a shoutout to you.
Abang Afiq. (: (nak step abg apit konon)
thanks ah eh. don't sad anymore. i'll be here man. chey. & don't stop counting. :D
remember my donut ok. jgn janji mlyu. indian never die!

it ended: 0040.
13 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

Dilamun Rindu

Haflah Madrasah Zulfa

greetings earthlings. (:
i'm so sorry for not updating.
not that anyone care. but whatever.
i actually forgot what i did. but i'm gonna tell you about sunday.
yeah. sunday was Haflah day.
in case you don't know. Haflah is a Madrasah Graduation Ceremony.
was super excited about it. partly cos i can't wait for it to be over.
haha. well, i'm the emcee you see. (hey it rhymes (:)
btw it was superb. it wasn't perfect. but i was goooooooooooood.
haha. perasan. but i don't care.
i had jitters before it started. stomachache. headache.
i keep going to the ladies either to shit or to vomit.
but nothing comes out. i don't know why.
i've never had that kind of feeling. even when i'm nervous.
takleh angkat sey. pehlah sakit. nak muntah takleh. nak berak takleh.
i was even thinking of giving up. serious sey.
but i still did it ah. when i go on stage, sakit sume hilang. haha.
at first, i was shivering ah. the mic in my hand was shaking.
i really hope the audience didn't see it. haha.
i don't know how to say it. but i'm really relieved it's over.
i didn't quite fancy meeting up with my emcee partner.
omg i can't stand it sey. thanks ameer for understanding. it's our secret aite. (;
btw my partner didn't experience the sicknesses but he was super nervous onstage.
u know, first-timers. lol. so i kacau-ed all along. HAH.
the audience kept laughing. daddy was smiling. i loike!
btw mummy told me that daddy said,
"anak you ingat die host children's party."
lol. well, you can't blame me. i'm a child at heart. & the event's more to primary schools kids.
children's party pun buat jugak ape aku suroh. pandai audience. HAHA.
ustazah norasidah was super relieved. at last, she can rest.
next time, i nak lagy k ustazah. haha.
btw there's this new ustazah who came up to me and said,
"latifah eh? i like your voice sey. sedap gitu dengar. macam dj. dari rehearsal aritu i dah suke."
woah. bangge sey. thks ustazah. i forgot your name. you made my day. :D
i think that's it for now. shall watch BBB.
putus nyambung putus nyambung putus nyambung
mcm pernah dengar eh. lol.
RAFFI AHMAD OMG! loves~
oh ya a big shoutout to atin.
THANK YOU FOR COMING DOWN.
even though it was your break & only for a while.
i really appreciate it. i loves yooooouuuuuuuuu.

it ended: 1051.
10 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

LASYAHIL PANACHE

HELLO HELLO HELLO!
what's up people? i really hope it's the ceiling.
cos if it's not, you better run for your life. (cos the ceiling has fallen)
haha. that's in case you don't know la. lol.
i know i'm super lame. but what the hell.
btw i'm here with the latest update of my life.
chey! sounds so professional huh. lol.

listen here people.
i have launched a BLOGSHOP.
selling all kinds of accessories.
from bracelets to earrings. from brooches to necklaces & pendants.
you name it, we have it.
if we don't, please give suggestions. (:
handmade with tender loving care.
prices are below standard market prices.
and depend on the materials used.
so what are you waiting for?
hurry! visit http://lasyahil-panache.blogspot.com for an accessories galore.
accessories specially for you by LASYAHIL PANACHE.
loves,
iifaa & nurul

it ended: 0000.
07 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

I Did That

oh ya. i forgot to upload my photo with Rilla Melati.

well, i'm kinda lazy right now. so that'll have to wait.
if i feel like doing it. (: but i like her. she's still slim as ever.
& her son is gonna be the next hot item. haha. handsome dok.

well, i actually have no idea of what to blog about. but i'll just do it. lol.
so just a brief recap of my week.
monday: movie date with atin.
we watched Slumdog Millionaire. i figured it'd be worth paying for.
and true enough, it was. if only Anil Kapoor was Shah Rukh. (:
tuesday: went town with nurul & her mum.
nurul wanted to send her hp for repair at wisma. i reached orchard, finding wak lah with her.
it was cool cos wak lah ain't no typical mum. she loves going out.
but the SE customer service centre was closed.
so we walked to OC for BK. thought of watching movie but unfavourable timings.
so we ventured Heeren, Paragon, Lucky Plaza.
then waited for mummy & explored Tangs. then rested at McD.
and we separated. 7-ed & 185-ed home.

today was the record.
i officially woke up at 1400h.
i officially bathed at 1700h.
for the 1st time, i read the Time Magazine Global Warming Hardcover Issue.
for the 1st time, i tried to memorise my script for Haflah.
lol. ok enough. but i love myself for that.

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD
(:

it ended: 2324.
04 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa

A Night With The Stars

i finally got the photos from qid. don't get jealous aite.

Herizal Osman
ex-AnakMetro. (:

Shahrin Azhar
oldtime crush. despite being a dad to 4 kids.

Alyph SleeQ

Syarif SleeQ

Eka Mairina
alamak blur la. but she super pretty.

Rancour
not very nice. but i fell in love with Yuz (far left) that night.
i initially fell for Shahreil (2nd from left).
other members: Had (2nd from right), Hasz (far right).

Ashmi
super cute. i'm almost as tall as him!

Marina Yusof
jambu kan?

Aaron Aziz
i used to go crazy over him & was super upset when he got married. LOL.

Haizad Imram
b! i jatuh cinta! lol.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!
jengjengjeng

Baihakki Khaizan
you people must be wondering how come i can take with him alone.
of cos the wife not there la. you think if the wife there can take meh?
haha. i waited over a year for this. since their wedding.
at last, i got it. with him ALONE!
I LOVE YOU BAI! but i know you love norfa. lol.

fyi, fauzie didn't come out. i don't know what time he come out.
i left at 0030. dektu kat dalam mencekik tak ingat fans kat luar. ish. nvm.

it ended: 2343.
03 March 2009.
till next time.
mucho loves.
iifaa